Dirty

This is what happened. I met him at the candy store. He turned around and smiled at me. I was surprised enough to smile back. This was not a children's candy store. This was Sweet Heaven, an upscale, gourmet candy store. No cheap lolli-pops or chalky chocolate kisses, but the kind of place you went to buy expensive, imported truffles for your boss's wife because you felt guilty for fucking him when you were both at a conference in Milwaukee. He was buying jellybeans, black only. He looked at the bag in my hand, candy-coated chocolate. Also in one color. "You know what they say about the green ones." The rakish tilt of his lips tried to charm me, and I resisted. "St. Patrick's Day?" Which was why I was buying them. He shook his head. "No. The green ones make you horny." I'd been hit on plenty of times, mostly by men with little finesse who thought what was between their legs made up for what they lacked between their ears. Sometimes I went home with one of them anyway, just because it felt good to want and be wanted, even if it was mostly fake and they usually disappointed. "That's an urban legend made up by adolescent boys with wish-fulfillment issues." His lips tilted further. His smile was his best asset, brilliant and shining in a face made up of otherwise regular features. He had hair the color of wet sand and cloudy blue-green eyes; both attractive, but when paired with the smile...breathtaking. "Very good answer," he said. He held out his hand. When I took it, he pulled me closer, step by hesitant step, until he could lean close and whisper in my ear. His hot breath gusted along my skin, and I shivered. "Do you like licorice?" I did, and I do, and he tugged me around the corner to reach inside a bin filled with small black rectangles. It had a label with a picture of a kangaroo on the front. "Try this." He lifted a piece to my lips and I opened for him although the sign clearly said No Samples. "It's from Australia." The licorice smoothed on my tongue. Soft, fragrant, sticky in a way that made me run my tongue along my teeth. I tasted his fingers from where they'd brushed my lips. He smiled. "I know a little place," he said, and I let him take me there. The Slaughtered Lamb. A gruesome name for a nice little faux-British pub tucked down an alley in the center of downtown Harrisburg. Compared to the trendy dance clubs and upscale restaurants that had revitalized the area, the Lamb seemed out of place and all the more delightful for it. He sat us at the bar, away from the college students singing karaoke in the corner. The stools wobbled, and I had to hold tight to the bar. I ordered a margarita. "No." The shake of his head had me raising a brow. "You want whiskey." "I've never had whiskey." "A virgin." On another man the comment would have come off smarmy, earned a roll of the eyes and an automatic addition to the "not with James Dean's prick" file. On him, it worked. "A virgin," I agreed, the word tasting unfamiliar on my tongue as though I hadn't used it in a very long time. He ordered us both shots of Jameson Irish Whiskey, and he drank his back as one should do with shots, in one gulp. I am no stranger to drinking, even if I'd never had whiskey, and I matched him without a grimace. There's a reason it's also known as firewater, but after the initial burn the taste of it spread across my tongue and reminded me of the smell of burning leaves. Cozy. Warm. A little romantic, even. His gaze brightened. "I like the way you put that down the back of your throat." I was instantly, immediately, insanely aroused. "Another?" said the 'tender. "Another," my companion agreed. To me he said, "Very good." The compliment pleased me, and I wasn't sure why impressing him had become so important. We drank there for a while, and the whiskey hit me harder than I thoHart, Megan is the author of 'Dirty', published 2007 under ISBN 9780373605132 and ISBN 0373605137.